I was an idiot, but yet here I was unable to control myself. I suppose if. I tried I could walk away from him once and for all, leaving behind

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2 HIS PUNISHMENT Chapter One Melody I was an idiot, but yet here I was unable to control myself. I suppose if I tried I could walk away from him once and for all, leaving behind everything I had ever wanted well almost anyway. The problem was I couldn t walk away. I bit off the end of the carrot I held between my teeth, watching silently as the movers loaded my things up into the truck that had shown up at my apartment like clockwork. If Roger was anything, he was punctual. I left the office yesterday, unsure about my next move, and really unsure about who I was becoming. My father called me a number of times, but as requested I avoided him at all costs. He had given me away like I was nothing to Roger. I sat down on the hard bench outside as the men methodically moved things, making me feel useless. Some part of me was angry that he had simple sent them over as scheduled, as if there was doubt in his mind that I would still move into the penthouse. He was cocky and bold and borderline asshole. All of those things and he was well away of every one of those facts. I told myself it was because of the connection we had, he assumed I was still moving in because he felt the

3 same way I did, at least on some minor level. I didn t want to think about the possibility that he knew this was the best deal I was going to get, that he was superior and I should be lucky to have his attention at all. I pushed the negative thoughts out of my head as I thought about the night to come. It was Friday, I had called HR and rescheduled my first full day for Monday. I half expected to hear from him at some point, but he was busy, or wanted me to have my space. Whatever the situation I knew that in the next few hours I would have to see him again, and I would talk to him then. I felt my body start to flush as I imagined how it would feel to be with him in his own environment. What toys and tools he would have there to use on me. Things at the cabin seemed well maintained, but knowing him, and his extreme tastes, the room at his house would be twice the place the cabin held. I moved into the kitchen taping up the last box, unsure really where I would put most of it. Surely he had a plan for that too, it seemed to be what he was best at. As the men leaved I decided to come behind them in a bit. I slumped down along the wall until I was sitting on the floor. I glanced around at the world I was leaving behind, still not 100% sure I knew what I was doing. He had been my first, and some part of me clung to him in that, unwilling to give anyone else anything.

4 I wasn t stupid enough to think he would keep me forever, though just the idea of it made my heart beat faster. He told me to hold onto everything, simply for the convenience of it. When we were finished I would want to have all my things back after all. He made me crazy, and I was falling for him, when it went against everything he told me to do when we started this weeks ago, I would have to be stronger. Work would be easy, I could avoid him there, but at night I would give him all of me, I wasn t sure how to be any other way. I stood once more, twirling the keys in my hands as I shut the door behind me, locking it once and for all. The ride took just enough time for me to think long and hard about what I was doing as I drove towards him. As I pulled up in front of the penthouse I was once more blown away by the money that seemed to just ooze out of the walls here. I knew he wasn t home yet, but that suited me just fine. It would give me an opportunity to get there and settle in before he got home, and before I had to face him again knowing how I felt. I was met at the door by a happy faced woman whose rounded red cheeks gave her a welcoming vibe. You must be Melody, come on in dear I have everything ready for you. My name is Elsa; I work here occasionally for Mr. Montgomery. Everything you labeled now has been put in your own of the

5 penthouse and everything else is in storage whenever you re ready to get it back. She smiled at me, pointing in the direction of my things. I have to get going I have a couple other houses to clean today. She smiled as she left the house, leaving me standing in the open foyer, in complete silence. I pushed the door shut, locking it behind me as I turned to walk slowly back towards my area of the house once and for all. I would be lying if I say I wasn t impressed with his choices. The walls were doing in pink hues, and soft lighting. I felt like he knew me better than he should in such a short time. I noticed the box on the bed and made my way over to it, unsure what I would find inside. The first thing I pulled out was a note: home to you. Watch this, enjoy yourself and put this one for me when I get Frowning, still unsure I felt in the box pulling out a usb stick, and a butterfly shaped toy, something I had read about but had never had a chance to touch. Looking around the room I found the adaptor and television directly in front of the bed and I plugged the usb in, turning the

6 television on as I did. I sat back on the chaise lounge in front of the bed and waited, unsure what would pop up. Finally, the screen flickered slightly and I saw myself, as well as Roger as we were the night he took my virginity. Some part of me was angry, he that filmed me without my knowledge and I felt the vulnerability in that. I was glued to the screen, once more remembering how it had been that night, how he had touched me in a way that consumed me. As he moved, his hands sliding over my body I watched my reaction to him, feeling it even now as if I were there once more. Throwing caution to the wind once more I picked up the butterfly toy, slipping my feet into the stirrups on each side. I moved it into place, nestling the head of the butterfly onto my waiting wet womanhood and leaned back on the lounge, watching him, love my body. Even from my point of view now I could see he was a master at his craft. His hands moved down the length of my body bringing forth a reaction on every level. I felt myself getting aroused as I saw my own nipple harden under his touch. I flicked the hand held remote bringing the butterfly to life, the way it nestled there jolting my hips in response. I had learned a lot from him already, learned how to please myself more, something I had never ventured out to do in the past. Now as I

7 watched him, his hands and mouth I was reminded of how well he had introduced my body into this world that day. I pinched my nipples in response to the sweet aching sensation I felt at the juncture of my thighs. I knew I was bucking wildly as I leaned there, I even now, felt the wetness that was forming there. Soon he was moving on the screen, his hips in front of my own as he gently prodded me with his massive staff. I knew my orgasm was close, and I sat up as I watched the scene play out before me on the screen. I leaned forward pressing down onto the vibrating butterfly as he pushed his length into me on the screen. Pinching my nipples hard with both of my free hands I felt the slow moving sensation come over me as I gyrated on the vibrating toy attached to my thighs. I wanted to cum, and I didn t care how, just that I did. I felt the orgasm rock through me, pulsating from my head to my toes in pure lust. I wanted him even now, though I knew I should be sated, there was more for me to give and give only to him, when he asked it of me. Smiling I rolled over and opened the box near the door that had an X on the top. I knew it was in there, I had put it there specifically. I pulled a bound leather book from the box and smiled as I flipped to the back page, making another sexy entry for the day.

8 Closing it I slipped it into the table beside me. It was filled with ideas, and questions about everything sexual I had created in my mind over the last few weeks with Roger. If there was something I wanted to try or ask him, I would write it in the book, only then was it something real. I could never bring myself to ask, so the book was my own way of purging my thoughts. It was my special place, and I wrote in it regularly. Chapter Two- Roger She would be there. Somehow I felt like I needed to continue to say the words to myself, despite the fact that I should be far more relaxed about the situation. It had been days since we last spoke and I knew that giving her the time she needed would help us both, in a lot of ways. She had clearly been upset finding herself working for me. I supposed it could have something to do with the fact that in the bedroom she was mine as well. Either way, seeing her stricken face had made me squirm, and I wasn t used to it at all. I reacted by sending her home, but deep down it was still poking at me, concerning me, and I would have to address it sooner or later.

9 When I couldn t get in touch with her the next day I was concerned, but given the circumstances I wasn t surprised. She was new to so much; she was likely overwhelmed. When the movers made contact today and said they had moved her things, I felt a something shift, a sigh of relief on some level that struck a chord in me. I wasn t sure how to react to it, the feeling was different and uncomfortable like a new pair of shoes that didn t quite fit right. There was something special about her, I knew that but she was bringing things out of me I didn t want to deal with. She was in the house now, I had chosen her decor myself, having watched as she dressed, understanding the colors that most reminded me of her. The package was all part of the plan, my hopes that after her initial shock she would appreciate the imagery of what we had created that first night. Tonight she would be in my play room, and I would open up so many new doors for us both. I felt my pants get tighter, and I knew I needed to change my train of thought before I found myself with a bigger issue to deal with than I wanted. Eventually I made my way downstairs to the car that was waiting and the ride home only mounted my excitement. She was far enough along in her training that she knew what I wanted, knew what I liked. I could only hope she would be there as I imagined her to be. I stepped out into the

10 twilight of the night and made my way to the door, pushing the sensory button to read my thumbprint. The door opened and I made my way inside through the kitchen, stopping only to smell what Elsa had left for dinner in the warming oven. There would be time for food later much later. I walked farther down the dimly lit hallway, moving slowly and quietly towards her rooms. I wanted to see her, needed to know if she had obeyed me. The room was barely lit and I pushed open the door slightly. I took in a breath as I saw her. She had done as I asked, her full curvy body filling out every bit of the lingerie I had purchased for her. The dim light coming through the window was just enough to accentuate her curves, the light reflecting on the taunt peaks of her breasts. She was laying on the bed, her hair a mass of tangles around her head as she had likely fallen asleep that way. Something kept me from moving, kept me from doing anything at all but watch her sleep, her long even breaths causing her chest o rise and fall. Her body was mine; I knew that now. She had obeyed me and in that action she told me she was content with our arrangement. I pulled the door around behind me, content to let her rest, though the ache against my pants was almost more than I could take. Seeing her sleeping pushed y body to the edge and I would have to address that soon. I glanced at my watch,

11 thinking of calling Roxy or someone else to sate my needs, but the idea was unsettling to me and I instead made my way to the shower to handle things on my own, until she woke up later that is. I felt her presence before I even turned around to look at her. It had been hours since I found her sleeping in her room. Hello Melody. I spoke without turning around. I... I m sorry I fell asleep. She hesitated, her voice wavering slightly. Don t be sorry, you did nothing wrong. I asked you to wear something for me, not to be ready for me. There is a difference. I turned around this time to face her and felt my body respond almost immediately. She stood before me like a goddess. Her hair was a mass of auburn half curls that fell across her shoulders and down her back. She was wearing the lingerie I bought her, and she was hesitant to move, as though she was a scared fawn and I was there to slaughter her. Somehow the idea was less appealing than it should have been, and I refocused on her face. Walk towards me Melody, slowly. I let my focus shift as she walked, her rounded hips swaying slightly with each step. There was a level of

12 confidence she had now, one that was missing when I first met her. Knowing I instilled that in her was thrilling. She stood before me and I reached up to pull her closer with my right arm. I looked up at her face, flushed and watching me. I chose to believe she was as excited as I was and I moved both of my hands down her thighs, then moving them upwards, feeling the skin under my fingers. She trembled slightly I could feel it under my fingers. I looked up at her and she averted her eyes just as I taught her to do. I felt my body react to her, seeing her act the way I wanted and feeling the heat of her skin under my fingers was almost my undoing. I moved further up, running my hands over the lace of her outfit, knowing it would take little to nothing to rip it off of her completely. You may look at me Melody; I need to tell you something. She glanced up at me, her eyes shining brightly in the dim lighting, evidence of her excitement. She blinked slowly, her eyes looking into mine with a starkness that was almost hard to take. Get my long coat from the closet in the front. Put it on, we are going out. I clipped each word so that she knew I meant business. I waited as she

13 struggled to ask me something. But soon she calmed herself and moved towards the front of the room. She handed me the coat and I slipped it around her shoulders, enjoying the contrast of her skin and the black coat. Tonight she would see things she had never even imagined possible, she was ready and it was time. I took her arm in mine and we made our way out to the waiting car. As the driver pulled away I simply said Langston. He nodded and soon we were off. She squirmed in her seat, some part of me knew it had to be the way the lingerie was climbing up her body under the coat. There was no doubt she felt exposed and vulnerable, and knowing it only excited me further. Soon, we pulled up to a door, situated on the far side of town. I felt under my seat, handing her a mask to slip on and I did the same. We both slipped out of the car, making our way to the door where I easily gained entry. Tonight was a night Melody wouldn t soon forget.

14 Chapter Three- Melody I felt the lace riding higher and higher on my skin and the need to pull it back down where it belonged was overwhelming. It had taken everything I had not to ask him, not to simple tell him I was getting dressed, but the way he told me made me think better of it. He held out his hand to me and helped me out of the car, and though I was wearing the coat, with every step I took some part of me flashed something to anyone looking. There was a level of excitement in that, and I knew he was enjoying it. The room we entered was dark, and hazy, a clink of glasses could be heard, but just barely over the other noises coming from the room around her. There was far too much to take in, so many things were happening at once. People were everywhere, in various stages of undress, their bodies either dancing or writhing in ecstasy with someone else. He had his hand on my back, encouraging me to keep moving through the crowd, only slowing down once as I watched a woman straddle and ride a man in a similar mask on the couch next to the door. She was magnificent in her actions and I was simply mesmerized by her. Her mass of flaming hair was thrown back as she moved on his staff, pumping wildly, bouncing down and then back up harder and harder on him.

15 There was a woman who was tied by her wrists and ankles. She was spread out and naked so that everyone could see everything up close and personal. She had another strap around her forehead which kept her head still against the pole behind it. Her eyes were wide and Melody watched wide eyed as the man walked up to her and sucked a nipple into his mouth. Melody felt glued to the floor and couldn t move a muscle. I felt myself become wet with the woman s excitement. my whole body felt flushed even though she knew with the amount of clothing I had on I should be shivering with cold. I felt him step up close behind me. I tried to turn around but he whispered into my other ear. Don t look back just watch. You see how excited she is? See the way her perfect nipples pucker up begging him to suck on them. Melody watched as the man took the other nipple into his mouth. Think of how it would feel to have your own nipples sucked and nibbled on. Tell me are your nipples hard. I went to turn around again and she felt Roger behind me pulling me tighter against him. I could feel the outline of his penis pushing into me. He was apparently excited, from where I felt it against my back and he ground it against me. I felt his tongue slide along the curve of my ear and then suck the earlobe into his mouth. His hand came around to rest on my exposed

16 stomach and traveled up to cup my breast. He gently massaged her nipple and plucked at it through the fabric of her chemise. I felt my body grow warm with heat. I didn t know what I was thinking letting him play with me body in public like this, but with the scene in front of her unfolding and his hands sliding across her body I was helpless to stop the sensations traveling through my skin. MY breathing had become ragged and I gasped when I felt his other hand travel around to grip my ass. He massaged the globes deeply as his other hand plucked at her other nipple. See how she pants for him. She wants him badly now. His hand glided over her pussy and I gasped. I didn t know if he was talking about the woman on stage or herself but at that point I didn t care I just wanted to orgasm. I watched as the man on stage walked away from the woman before returning with a dildo that looked too big to fit anywhere. He made sure he showed the woman and her eyes got big with worry. He smiled and bent down to whisper in her ear. As he stood back up and looked at her the woman nodded. Roger then pulled a button which had the contraption swing so that her pussy was at his level. He murmured how beautiful I was before his tongue and mouth captured her most private place. Soon the woman was begging for him to take her and end her misery. I was asking

17 for permission to come. Melody felt a hand slip inside her shorts down the front. Ahhh. You are wet. Hmmmm. What I wouldn t give to sink inside you right now and here you scream with your orgasm. But that will come later as well as my lips on you. I will taste you. Lick and suck ever part of your pussy till you are screaming just as she is now. For now, I will use my hand to get you off. You will not come unless given permission first. Do you understand? I tried to nod. Say it. As I murmured her acknowledgement his fingers gently slipped along her slit and back up to her clit. Over and over he did it until I was pushing herself against his hand. His other hand had slipped the straps of her chemise down to expose her bare breasts to his other hand. His lips traces patters across the top of her back and her shoulders then up and down her neck. He slipped a finger inside her and thrust it in and out before adding another finger and then another. He brought her to the brink multiple times and then stopped keeping her from going over. Just as the man stood and flipped the woman back over he slipped the dildo effortlessly inside her over and over. You may come. The whisper was sent into my ear right before I heard the man in front of her say it. I felt my muscles clench as her head flew back against the man s shoulder. I moaned deep and didn t care that everyone around them probably saw her on display. I felt herself clutch around his

18 fingers as I had the biggest orgasm of her life. I realized that he was straightening her clothes when I started coming down from her high. I was gasping for breath when I heard him whisper. Don t turn around. She was drawing attention from other places and soon there were other people in similar positions all of them touching one another, and the moans were getting louder and louder. I felt the wet heat between my thighs and was mortified at my reaction to the people in the room around me. I heard him laugh slightly and then he pulled me even further into the room, until we were soon sitting at a table in the corner. This is a very strange place. I heard myself whisper. Yes, it is unique, but it will be a place we can venture out to enjoy whenever we want. I brought you here for a show, one I have heard about but not yet seen. I want you to watch, and feel. The next scene he wanted me to see was even more intense. There were people everywhere, so much so that the crowds had started to gather around the side stage. I watched as a woman walked past us, it was the same redhead as before, and my body reacted to her though I had just had an intense orgasm by his touch.

19 I felt him move then, shifting to sit even closer to me, my body turned just enough so that it looked like I was on top of him as if he were cupping me just slightly. I felt his hands on me, moving down my back at first. The coat was big enough for him to be inside it, touching me, and no one was the wiser. Soon the lights came up slightly, revealing the woman as she was pulled onto the stage by a man holding her with a rope. I watched intently as the man kissed her gently, then moved her over to a bed that had been set up on the stage. She cried out as he ripped her clothing away, leaving her naked before everyone who could see. He moved then, pouring something on her skin, something made her glisten. Her breasts were high and full, the peaks of each one standing at attention as he moved his hands all over her. I felt my mouth dry as he moved them lower and lower until her had her legs spread wide, strapping each leg to a post there. I felt vulnerable for the woman on stage, she was so close I could almost touch her. Once more I felt his hands moving on my skin under the coat. That only heightened my excitement. As the man on stage pulled off his clothes I felt my body react to seeing his engorged manhood swaying there waiting to make contact with the woman. He moved her slightly, just enough so that he could push into her quivering flesh. She moaned loudly from the

20 onslaught to her body, the wet sounds so very apparent to the crowd watching. He pumped into her repeatedly until he soon stopped and stood up, waving at someone in the corner. Soon he was joined on stage by another man, shorter but still broad. The man removed his clothing as well, allowing the woman to grab both of their manhood s in her hands and pump them wildly. The new man moved beneath her on the bed, positioning himself so that he could push himself into her, but as he did he slipped down lower into her second entrance. She yelled out from a mixture of pleasure and pain, at least that s all I could think of. I leaned forward slightly, mesmerized as the first man moved back to his original position and pushed himself inside her as well. Soon the threesome found a rhythm, and I was lost. The woman was yelling and moaning loudly her ecstasy as both men pumped into her, filling her. Soon she climaxed and I was on the edge of my seat. Lean into me Melody. I felt his hot breath on me as I did what he said, laying back against his chest, as his fingers moved to dance around the front of my body. He moved them down lower and lower still until he was gently rubbing the tiny nub of delight found there. I moved, squirming as he moved his hands and fingers lower and lower until I was happily rubbing

21 against his hand. I knew we were somewhat sheltered from onlookers, and yet in the moment I didn t care who saw us. I felt the coat fall open as I spread myself even wider for him to gain access to me. I moaned with the woman on stage, as I watched them still using her body. The man on the bottom stopped suddenly and stood, grasping his length as he exploded all over the woman on the bed. I whimpered from the excitement of it and felt the familiar climb begin. I wanted to moan and yell like the woman on stage, but I was not so brave. I couldn t believe I could feel this much excitement again already, so soon. I glanced to my right and saw another couple watching us, which sent another rush through me. I pulled my massive breasts from the lingerie I wore, tweaking my nipples as he continued to rub me. I felt him shift then, just enough to suck one of the massive orbs into his mouth and he feasted from it greedily. I saw the man in the couple across from us, buck wildly into the woman. Knowing I was causing their excitement, I felt my release come hard and strong. I glanced up at him then, feeling the flush come over my body. He was smiling at me, and that left me feeling unsettled in itself. I as a different person, changed forever and there was no going back from it now. There was an overwhelming sense of change, and of growth at the same

22 time. I was no longer me, yet with that change came a new person, better in many ways. I looked at the floor lost in my own thoughts, the wanton behavior unlike me in so many ways, somehow making me feel embarrassed. I felt his hand on my back and I knew he was pleased, though I wasn t sure how I felt. We slipped back out into the night and I sat quietly in the car on the ride home. Home even thinking of his place as where I lived seemed strange to me.

23 Chapter Four- Roger She was more than a little exciting to me. I knew deep down this was a problem. I took a sense of pride at only surrounding myself with women could enjoy, and ultimately move from in the future. It had been a month already and I found something about her fascinating every time I looked at her. As the focus shifted, I introduced her to more and more intense situations, always hoping to find her limitations lacking, and thus allowing me to see how long I would ultimately keep her with me. Each push I gave her she seemed to rise up for the challenge, and I was left wondering what she wouldn t do for me in the end. Even now in the car on the ride back home I knew I would to more than watch her the rest of the night. The room was set up to accommodate us as long as I wanted it too, and I wasn t sure what that meant ultimately. Some part of me wanted to push her to her breaking point, see her limitations, and yet there was another part of me, something new and far less obvious that wanted to protect her and give her more in life than she d ever had yet. Especially from someone like her father. Even feeling that made me want to push her, to somehow erase any of the less than sexual feelings she woke in me. As the car arrived I felt her shift in her seat, her embarrassment over the club still obvious. The door

24 opened and she jumped out, a little too quickly and I was able to watch her practically run into the house. Perhaps the evenings activities had been far more difficult for her than she wanted to let on. I smiled as I watched her slip inside knowing she would hide from me for a while, but ultimately I would win. Feeling more like myself now, I made my way inside as well. She was in her room; the only safe place she could go. She had only been there one afternoon, she had no idea what she was facing in the rest of the house. I felt a twinge of guilt for pushing her the way I was, but I did my best to ignore that as I made my way down the long hall to her room. She wasn t there, probably taking a shower if I knew her, and I was learning something new every day. I glanced around the room taking in the various boxes she had started to unpack, and I also took notice of the suitcase by the door, obviously a means of escape if need be. I smiled as I walked around the om, knowing more every single minute. I saw an old worn book laying on the table by her bed, and I opened it, thinking nothing of the find until I read the first line. I want him inside me. I tilted my head slightly, unsure if I should read it or not, push the limits and boundaries that common sense had placed in front of me. I

25 heard the shower come on and I smiled as I sat down on the corner of her bed, thumbing through the pages, reading at a glance. I want to try it, but I am afraid of the way I feel He may think I am unusual. I don t want that. like the woman. beautiful and sexy I felt my body start to react to everything she wrote inside the book, it was obvious to me that it was a way for her to express her hidden desires, and the things she was afraid of. Some part of me felt the heat rushing off of her as she wrote these things down, knowing that she really shouldn t be thinking these things. I wanted her with such an intensity I was almost frightened of it. As I read more and more she eventually branched off from her ideas, and went into short stories of set-ups and situations she had fantasized and envisioned about. I knew someday I would use them, to use her and the idea made my eyes dance wildly as I read another one of her stories. With enough ammunition now I was able to sit back and wait for her to come out of the bathroom. She came into the room in a towel, and I was reminded of her beauty. There was a simplicity to her that I found astounding. No makeup at all the

26 smattering of freckles on her nose stood out as she stood there, waiting for me to say something. Did you have a good night Melody? I saw her flinch slightly as I spoke. I knew she was dealing with her emotions. Yes, but it was strange. She barely spoke over a whisper as she responded to me. are. I don t want you to be afraid of me Melody, I get a feeling that you another. I m not afraid, I am just unsure when I need to be one way or I see I trailed off thinking of how to respond to her. When we are in the red room, you will obey me. When I am in here, or in my room you will obey me. The rest of the time you can be yourself. I see no reason why we cannot be friendly. There will be times when I tell you that you are free to be you, those are also acceptable times for you to be yourself. Does that make sense? She gulped hard. Yes.

27 Watching her stand there taking in the new information was doing nothing to calm my libido. Seeing her on display tonight was more than I could have hoped for, and she had performed like a star. Come to me Melody. She walked carefully, taking small and deliberate steps along the way. As she neared me I moved over the hem of the towel, pulling it down, and then away from her body. Have you seen the red room Melody? He knew she hadn t, not yet. No. Her voice wavered as he reached out with both hands to run them down her thighs. Follow me Melody. He stood and she did as he asked, following along behind him, naked as the day she was born. Melody looked around the room and was shocked at the detail in the furnishings. There was a large four poster bed in the middle of the room. It had to be larger than a king. There were manacles hanging from all four posts and a large mirror on the ceiling above it. Against the wall was a large piece of furniture that could be called a dresser of sorts. It reached almost to the ceiling and had numerous doors and drawers in it that she could only assume held sex toys of all shapes and sizes. There was a large X figure

28 made of wood in the middle of the room and a bench that was layered in leather. Against the other wall was a stereo and a bar that went all the way down the side of the room. It looked like one that you would find in a ballet class. She walked into the middle of the room and quietly turned around to look at him. I wanted her on the bed, spread wide for me and I wanted to make her feel everything she was doing to me. I smiled at her, seeing her body tremble just slightly which only heightened my excitement. Did you like the show tonight Melody? I was stern and to the point and I watched her nod her head yes, knowing she wasn t supposed to talk... She couldn t speak, wasn t allowed to. Her words were lodged with a tight fist in her throat. I could tell her anxiety was making her hot all over. I didn t touch her but asked her questions so close that my warm breath feathered over her skin. I slowly walked around her over and over and she gasped as she finally felt my hand slide over her stomach. She shook her head yes when I asked her again. I felt her breath come in short rasps and she closed her eyes to just feel what I was doing to her. Her eyes opened abruptly when she felt me grab her wrist and pull her to the large bed.

29 Lay down on your back. I demanded, and immediately followed with. Put your arms up My voice was stern but gentle. I looked down at her and smiled before he kissed her deeply. DO you remember your safe word? At another shake of her head he chuckled. If you cannot take any more of what I am doing to you then you say the safe word and everything stops. We do not restart but call it a night. Do you understand? At her nod I went on. I want you to understand that I am going to push you to your limit over and over, just like tonight, taking you to that club. It will make it much sweeter in the end. You will not orgasm without my permission. If you do, then you will be punished. Do you understand? You are beautiful. You know that? She watched as I walked over to the large dresser and pulled out a drawer. I then walked over and pulled a tray over to me. It was silver and looked like one you saw at a doctors or dentist s office. With my back to her she couldn t see what I was doing and I kept it that way as I rolled the cart to the end of the bed. I sat beside her on the bed and looked down at her body. My head dipped and she sucked in a deep breath as my mouth enclosed over her nipple.

30 You are so responsive. I can t wait to see some nipple clamps hanging from these gorgeous nipples. She moaned deep when my mouth bent down to take her other nipple. I had to wonder if she remembered writing that in her book There were so very many things in her book I planned on exploring with her. I raised up to show her a feather in my hand. I laid the feather down beside her on the bed and walked away. When I came back I held a cup. She watched me intently as I pulled an ice cube from the cup and traced her color bone with it. She had to know it was melting because I felt her body burning up. I traced it around the swell of her breast until I finally circled her nipple with it. Then I sucked it into my mouth and then coated it with the ice cube again. I repeated the process with both nipples over and over each time sucking harder on her nipple until she was crying out with rapture. I knew she could feel the sensations I was trying to give her, based simply on the trembling I felt beneath me. I smiled as I felt her jerk which caused travel throughout her body straight to her clit. I then plopped the small chunk of ice into my mouth as I kissed my way down her body. When I came to her clit she jerked against her bonds when she felt me push the ice cube against the bundle of nerves giving her a jolt.

31 Oh god. She moaned loudly. I chuckled as I continued to torture her until she was writhing back and forth on the bed and moaning deeply between her pants. She begged me for release but I never acknowledged her, instead, just kept up his methodical torture. When the ice cube was nothing more than a sliver I slipped my finger inside her and gave her permission to orgasm. She exploded around my fingers while he sucked on her clit more. Melody yelled loudly when she splintered apart in her orgasm. I knew she had never imagined it could be that good. She looked up at my smiling face when she finally felt herself come back from her flight. Wow. She whispered. I chuckled again feeling her move and she felt my hands still on her everywhere. I moved the hair back from her forehead and traced a nipple then she felt me slip my fingers inside her again to find a spot that she had only heard about. I had her panting for release in a matter of seconds. When she was writhing again I picked up the feather from beside her and traced her nipples with it. I knew from experience that since the ice her nipples were even more sensitive than normal. It could have also been all the attention they got from my mouth but either way the sensitivity made the touch with the feather more erotic and stimulating than before, made me even more excited than before. She continued to moan as I

32 continued to play with her body bringing her to the point of orgasm again. I released her legs and stood by the bed. Her body felt hot all over and I knew she wanted me as much as I wanted her. She watched me as I removed my shirt and pants and stood in just my boxers. I stood proud as I slowly removed my boxers then stood back up. My penis sprang forward and I looked down at her. She smiled up at me invitingly as I crawled onto the bed over her. She looked up into my eyes as I reached into the drawer of the stand beside the bed. She was watching me as I positioned myself at her entrance. She sighed as I edged inside her slowly one inch at a time. My forehead rested against hers as I slid in even deeper. You are so damn tight. I don t know if I can hold on much longer. Hmm. She felt him slide in even more until he was completely inside her to the hilt. Oh god yes! She had closed her eyes and leaned her head back when she heard him whisper. Open your eyes. I want to see you look at me when I make you scream. She opened her eyes to see me grinning down at her but she didn t have any time to respond because at that minute I began to move inside her. Her

33 hips raised to meet each thrust I sent her way and they groaned together with the wonderful rapture that was building inside them. I felt her grow hot all over again and knew it was only a matter of time. My thrusts became facer and harder until he was slamming inside her over and over. She looked up at me with pleading eyes. Please can I come now? Please god let me come. She had never been so vocal, and it was my undoing. Yes baby come with me. I swallowed her cries with my mouth as I too exploded with one of the largest orgasms I had ever experienced. I was surprised that I found the strength to pull from her and walked into the bathroom. I took time to clean myself waiting, taking my time before I returned to the bedroom to release her wrists. I brought them to my mouth one at a time to place kisses on them as I rubbed them to return the feeling. She soon curled on her side and I laid behind her and brought her back against me. Finding the blanket, I threw it up over the both of them and soon she was fast asleep.

34 Chapter Five Melody The days were going by slowly now, there was very little left to the imagination anymore. Every day I went to work, doing my best to avoid Roger altogether. He did the same, focusing on work and not looking in my direction at all. Things were getting more complicated now, as we found ourselves working together on a project, and it was unavoidable. Every night I would go home first, spending my free time doing whatever I wanted, but I knew as soon as he came home, things would change. It wasn t all sexual, in fact my favorite time of the day was dinner. Elsa would fix something wonderful every day, which only made me feel worse, wishing I could help somehow. If I were being honest I would tell him, I was bored. Not with him, of course, but my life needed some direction. I felt as though I was simply there for him, whenever he wanted. I knew something needed to change before I needed to change something. I glanced at my phone again wondering if he felt the same way, if things were changing for him. He said when he grew tired of me, he would let me go, and lately I felt his attention was waning. Perhaps it was just me, but then I had much more on the line than he did. I knew I was falling in love with him, and I also knew that I was powerless to stop myself from letting it happen.

35 He had very strict rules about everything, he never fell asleep with me, never slept in my room or invited me to stay in his for that matter. He drew the line and he kept to it without any indication that he ever wanted something else. There were times, however when he would stay longer than he typically did. Last night had been different, and it had me concerned. It was a typical night, he came home, had dinner and then pulled me behind him without a word into the red room. I immediately fell to my knees, obeying him and feeling the thrill of it as I did. Sexually, everything was normal, he took me to places, like he always did, but then he cleaned me up afterwards. There was something special, and heartfelt about it that we felt; both of us. Afterwards he left me quickly, and today, at work he was distant. I dressed in a simple piece of lingerie and waited for him to come home for dinner, Things were always done at a certain time, but tonight something was wrong, and I could feel it. He never came for dinner, instead he sent a slip of paper in a red ribbon, which was hand delivered to the front door. Whatever your wearing, keep it on and come to the office now

36 I felt my stomach drop, knowing it was only 7pm, there was a good chance someone would be there, someone who would see me. The level of excitement was overwhelming, and in the car riding over it occurred to me that this was written in my book. Frowning I sat back in the seat of the car and thought about everything we had done that week, every single thing had been written in there. If things followed through as I had written it, the evening would be exciting and wonderful. As we pulled into the parking garage I felt the car stop, and I stepped out, pulling the trench coat even tighter over me, making sure there was nothing showing, nothing anyone could see. I made my way to the elevator, slipping in last minute, not paying a lot of attention to my companions in the car. I glanced around and smiled, until I was face to face with Ben Klinger. Ben had been asking me out since the day I started, and he was smiling at me with a look that spoke volumes about what he was thinking about. Melody, what are you doing back here? He moved so that he stood closer to me now.

37 I had a bit of last minute work to take care of. Swallowed hard and felt him looking at me, taking in my coat and somehow I felt like he could see through the coat, and see what little I had on underneath it. Want to grab some dinner? He seemed overly eager, and though I hated to hurt his feelings, I declined with a smile and an apology. He accepted it gracefully, though I couldn t stop the burning feeling as I made my way off the elevator, a gust of wind catching the coat giving Ben a glimpse of bare legs that went up as far as the eye could see. I saw the puzzled look on his face as the elevator door shut for the last time. I rushed into his office then, waiting and wanting to see him, to hide from the outside world. As I slipped inside he was waiting for me, watching me as I walked towards him. The lights were out, only candles were lit as he sat in the middle of the room. Stop, don t move Melody. Tonight I want you to dance for me. I swallowed hard, unsure what I should do now. I had never danced for anyone, though I had half expected this turn of events. I moved slowly, my actions deliberate and I walked towards him, swaying my hips as I had seen at the club the night he took me. I moved in front of him, seeing the

38 toys on the table in front of him, but close enough for me to grab them when I was ready. Moving I gyrated my hips in front of him, sliding my body down in front of him, moving my face across his lap, though he was dressed, and his face impassive, I continued on, hoping that I was giving him what he wanted. I pressed my breasts into his face, slowly removing the lingerie as I went. His eyes cut into mine and I knew in that moment he was enjoying the show. With this new found confidence I moved again, rubbing my ass against his manhood, which I knew was there, and ready. He said nothing but simply pointed to the table where the toys were and I grabbed the first one I could, a slender vibrating toy which I laid back on his table to use on myself. I moved slowly, skimming the soft smooth front of my mound. I watched his eyes flickering as I went further, slipping the toy between the puffy lips of my nether region and found the sweet spot I knew would give me the release I was seeking. I stayed there, moving along the length of myself, pushing down further and pressing down, the slick wetness of myself coating the toys. He stood then, moving in front of me, winding his hand in my hair holding me down as he pressed me against the top of his desk. He was over me then, and I was unable to move, feeling him lay on me. His mouth found mine,

39 this time the intensity was breathtaking and I kissed him back with everything I felt. I felt him pull back from me, this time he quickly invaded my body, filling me completely, making me gasp. I let my eyes meet his, but they were hard, and unflinching. He was oblivious to anything but using me to find release. I tried to reach up to touch him, to grip my nails into his back but he held me there, and for the first time since we met I felt him use me, taking whatever he wanted. Gone was any tenderness, or sweetness that he had shown me in the past. As he turned me around and lay my upper body flat on his desk I felt him push into me, the feel of him heavenly, but his hand gripped my hair at the base of my neck, holding me as he pummeled harder and harder, until he was done with me. I felt tears running down my face as I stood, and I quickly wiped them away, never wanting him to see what I was feeling, unwilling to give him that much of me. I felt him move around to face me. His hands on my face quickly, the pads of his thumbs wiping away the tears that had left damp imprints on my face. Melody, why are you upset? You have a safe word, if you weren t enjoying it I would have stopped. I never want to hurt you. His yes roamed over my face, and I knew then that the way I felt for him would never be

40 reciprocated. He would always be who e was, and I had to decide if I could live like this. I forgot. I sniffed loudly, and I heard him groan. It was in your book, everything we just did. He trailed off. I know; it was in the beginning I tried to smile up at him, but some part of me was broken. I m headed home. I moved quickly, getting out of the office before I broke down and cried the way I wanted to. He didn t say anything as I left, slipping out quietly and somehow I managed to wait until I was in my own bed, before I let the tears fall silently down my face. Chapter Six- Roger I let her go, afraid now to see what I would do. She had changed, and in turn so had I. The pleasure I took from her was purely lustful, and empty. She had written the story, and I wanted to give her everything she wrote. But now, looking at the situation objectively. She had been into it for a while, but the aggression hadn t been what she wanted, at least not tonight.

41 I had held her face, had wiped away her tears, and what was worse, I cared. I hated myself for that and I wasn t exactly sure what I could do about it. I sat there, thinking that way for over two hours until I finally made a decision about what to do. I called for a car, and he slowly drove me home, surprisingly I took the long way, not the least bit eager to do what I was about to do. I made my way inside quietly, still not sure about my decision. I made my way down to her room, pushing open the door slightly. She was more beautiful in that moment than I had ever seen her, curled up on the bed. She had been asleep a while, but the trail of tears left her face wet still. I saw the book on the bed with her, and though I knew it was a bad idea I picked it up, glancing at the most recent entries. that I love him, but I don t know what to do about it have to decide if I can do this I felt my heart lurch in my chest, though I wasn t entirely surprised. There was more than just sex between them, and that problem was exactly why he needed to do something else, and make a change. I shut the book,

42 placing it back beside her on the bed, kissing her forehead lightly before I left her room, making my way back into the kitchen. I nodded at Elsa, who had agreed to stay the night, to be there for Melody tomorrow, and to pack for me. I noticed the two large bags by the door, and I gave her a sad smile. She avoided my glance, and I felt the anger rolling off of her. She had been in my life for as long as I could remember, and I had to ask. Elsa, I know you want to say something so do it. She glanced at me, her eyes filled with unshed tears. Roger, I have known you since you were nothing more than a middle school aged boy. I have seen you become a man, and deal with everything life has thrown at you. I have been here as you parade one woman after another in and out of your life, but this girl This girl is different, and you know it just as much as I do. Your right Elsa, that s why I am leaving her alone. Its what s best for her. I felt her words like a sting, knowing she was right. You could just love her back Roger, you are allowed to have love, to feel love. No matter what you think. She gently touched her hand on my shoulder like a mother would do.

43 She is a good girl Elsa, too good for me and you and I both know that. I grabbed the two bags by the door, stopping only to hand her an envelope. Give her this, she will understand. I smiled at Elsa before I left. Chapter Seven Melody I read his note over and over, letting the tears fall freely down my face. He was gone gone and there was no conversation that would be had, no point she could make. Instead he took away her right to tell him anything. She smiled at Elsa who was doing her best to talk to her about him. He has many demons that Roger, but I ve never seen him like this, like he is with you. He has never left anyone here before. It s his house why would he leave? I asked her puzzled. He cares about you, which is also new for him, he wants you to be safe until he comes home.